my double n

my camera is ready! now i can go pick it up, after almost a month of being cameraless now i can be snap happy again

i didnt notice how much i miss my camera till my dad said

“how come no more cool pictures of breakfast? “

hehe…

just in time for my annual dinner next week, and just in time before i go crazy being cameraless

i hate the feeling of missing someone

its like

you cant really do anything about it right?

you just sit there and miss them, till it passes

and usually it doesn’t until you meet them again

sigh

it hasnt been a particularly good week, even with the public holiday yesterday, i still had work related things to do that wasnt very appealing..as a matter after this week, i could actually relate to a suicidal person

so as i was driving home i was switched to my auto-pilot mode(this is quite dangerous actually, please do not try this at home)..gas gas brake, gas brake gas, brake brake brake…especially with the jam at subang toll….nearing home i was already half beaten ready to just crawl under the covers and hope that monday will never come when…..

a backstreet boys song came on air!

haha..it was those 90’s super cheesy song that everyone knows the words to

so there i was driving and singing on top of my lungs…it was really something i needed to at least survive the weekend

and then it rained

hehe…i guess there goes my dreams to become one in a million

here’s to a better weekend and week ahead for all of us

you give people second chances because you hope they will give you one too

but the rarely do do they?

one bad thing can overshadow a million good deeds

a friend said that past experience makes you confident and proud

i just think past experience makes you doubtful and scared

i was driving home with the sun shining bright and raindrops starting to fall

and just as the sun was ready to say goodbye for the day

out came a rainbow so clear across the gloomy sky

i dont think there is a better way to start the weekend

happy weekend folks~!

i hate people telling me that i am fat, because i know that fact

i hate people telling me they are trying to gain weight, but never finish the food on their plate

i hate people that keep asking me which sports car they should buy, but i dont see the car

i hate perfect people

that’s why i love my friends

they are perfect for me

some things repeat themselves so often you are bound to think its deja vu

then why

can’t i learn from the past?

so i have to be honet, the trip last saturday was a blast and if you ask me to do it a second time i would have said yes in a blink of an eye minus the accident and getting scold at the end of the day..other than that is was full of good times

i went to see harry connick jr on tuesday, thanks to the clients who can’t make it..he was brilliant and very charming as well and he’s voice was not bad at all..it was a really great event and i wish more clients can’t make it to these events so i can get free tickets (it costs rm300!)

election wise - to be honest i’m more interested in the one happening in the states..i find people here are too emotionally attached to an issue to even think straight when voting…and some people are too passionate about their political affliations that they find the need to change the beliefs of each and everyone they meet no matter the means..to me, there is no black and white when it comes to these political parties, not one is 100% right nor wrong..so how can one person judge the other just because they dont have the same political beliefs?

so there my two cents and a bit more on the election

on the other side, my dad keeps asking me to join politics..what’s up with that?

so anyway

recap of the day

rain rain rain, round and round to find a mamak store, more rain, drive, skidded and have nothing to show for it (thank god), toll sg besi or sg buloh, kg bemban, tangkak, muar, tg agas, sms muar, batu pahat, pelican hotel, aimi perfectly looking like the blushing bride, old roomie, huda, tiqah and matul that i havent seen in ages, briyani gam not looking like briyani gam, long way back to muar full of potholes and construction, javanese food and kerepek tempe, drive again, gossip session, reached home to an empty house, got scolded by my mom and another person

all i can say, in a nutshell - bloody hell

too tired to think

hope your saturday was a blast such as mine!

today my work oufit was a blue shirt, a black vest, white tudung and semi-black pants

i looked in the mirror and thought, hey i look like i’m wearing a school uniform…the only thing that gave me away was my grey heels with a blue flower on it

as i looked closer in the mirror, i wonder if the schoolkid in me has left altogether and i’m all grown up

sometimes it doesnt feel like it

i still get scared, still hate responsibility and still wishing that time would move faster so i can have my school holidays already

then i realize that, i have to act brave, have to face reality and i dont have any school holidays to look forward too

time to grow up