so far it has been a horrible week, i dont know why but i’ve been so down in the dumps
anyhow there is nothing much i can do but drag myself out of bed (or tatami mat for that matter) and force myself to drive to work and stare at the clock every 5 minutes praying it will miraculously show 6.30pm (nobody goes home at 5.30pm where i work, even 6.30 is actually pushing it)
other than that on a totally unrelated note, a friend of mine is getting married, someone that is quite short, and i accidentally said ‘dahla pendek’ right in front him (which of course was not meant for him), only after the horrendous words came out did i realized how insensitive that was (of course you always realize after) luckily for me he was my then boyfriend tablemate so he was kind of nice to me and was a bit more laid back since he lost his General attitude, phew
anyway, my point is, a lot of my friends are getting married which scares the crap out of me, sometimes i feel we are too young to even be making life altering decisions (i.e. do i want to buy that RM 300 shirt that will increase my alarming credit card debt but i can really use a new shirt now), and my friends are happily tying the knot which results in not only sharing their heart and home but also their credit card bills (haha)
what am i saying here?
nevermind, i made a list of things i should do before i get married (haha..i told you i’m depressed this week)
1. pay off all my credit card bills and all my debts to my dear family
2. travel the world
3. buy ferrragamo shoes
4. do mba? (or maybe i can do this when i’m already married or else i’ll never get married!) haha
hehehe..such high ambitions, especially number 1 hahaha
but then again, whos in a rush?
toodles
