my double n

the thing is, when you really, really like someone

it makes your heart flutter

it makes you smile silly and read your sms over and over again

it makes you look forward to the weekend

and you heart skip a beat when you get a non-work/non-spam/non-promotion related email

but it also makes you sulk at the slightest thing

and you expect the other person to be a mind reader (when, believe me, they are not)

you expect them to miraculously know what you like and dont like

and you expect them to know when you’re angry

but because you really, really like this other person, the term making up after a fight brings a whole new meaning and just siting next to each quietly is enough, because you know that someone is just there when you call out

and the truth is

i like it, this really, really, really liking someone